thoughts.

lately.

Wed, 23 May 2012 19:22:37 -0400

I’ve been all over the place and im trying to maintain who I ‘am. I hate this feeling.. When things change sometimes I just feel out of place an spiral out of control.. and I don’t like that. The things I want I don’t get, the people I adore I don’t get to hold onto and the world keeps spinning. I sound excited don’t I?

bitter-verses: Latin For Truth - Youth Crew Blues Some of the...

Fri, 30 Mar 2012 02:42:23 -0400

bitter-verses:

Latin For Truth - Youth Crew Blues

Some of the nicest and possibly radest dudes around, pass it around :D

if you could reblog this, it’d be rad.. im trying to win a contest :3

I need change

Fri, 28 Oct 2011 08:30:17 -0400

This is driving me crazy.

I'm without meaning.

Mon, 18 Apr 2011 11:06:17 -0400

im not anything special, nor any real significance or any real purpose, i care, love and try to be the best person I can be and that often leads me no where but i refuse to change. sometimes i think I have to change paces, but im tried of this image that im invulnerable, im just as wounded and as fucked up as everyone else.

i now sleep on the left side of my bed.

Tue, 12 Apr 2011 01:49:55 -0400

this was suppose to be a video..

Thu, 07 Apr 2011 20:32:56 -0400

but i sounded stupid.

You’re lovely and im sorry those people are dumb, I’d love nothing more then to make plans with you because I’d follow through with them everyday <3

xix

Wed, 06 Apr 2011 00:22:48 -0400

I wont change for time,
i wont allow it to change me.
i’ll press forward and never forget
the late nights that never end,
the days that I spent with my friends.

Nothing gold will last forever, I’ll hold
onto my youth with a righteous fervor.

nineteen forever.

wrote some songs..

Sun, 03 Apr 2011 20:26:07 -0400

im feeling a bit bummed today :\

epiphany.

Fri, 01 Apr 2011 20:44:43 -0400

guess what else shares 747? An airplane <3

i sent a package today.

Thu, 31 Mar 2011 18:38:24 -0400

stickers, two pieces unlike anything i normally do.. and i get nervous because the postal service sucks.. and well i want you to get this.. when you see it you’ll see why… I’ve hinted it some in conversations.. and I think that some parts of this will really stand out. I signed.. and numbered them so if my art ever takes off :)

a buzzing in the future.

Thu, 31 Mar 2011 11:00:03 -0400

i want to get my other thigh tattooed, and id like for you to hold my hand.. its not that itll be hurt.. i just wanna hold your hand and get my thigh tattooed. Mainly i just wanna hold your hand.. tattoo or not.. but i do want a tattoo and this is sounding silly then again im tired.

you make my day.

Thu, 31 Mar 2011 03:22:53 -0400

day, in day out, sunset to sunrise.

40hrs.

Thu, 31 Mar 2011 01:24:46 -0400

i work three 12 hr shifts with no communicaton with the outside world. i dont know whats happening with anyone… thats a bit bothersome. My mind wonders as much as I do during that time. I can’t stay still, when we’re not busy I’m moving looking for something to do listening for someone to call over the radio for me. I often have to walk briskly from one side of the warehouse to the other.. maybe it’s half of a football field.. im not sure really.. all I know is that im losing weight to the point my jeans are falling off me and I have to wear a belt now.

I wonder about the world, i wonder about my world and I wonder whats going with the people I care about. Often the ideas from previous conversations get replayed in my head like an old time reel to reel and projected back to me.

I’ve been thinking about you a lot more lately.. I’ve spoken about you to my co-workers and about how im working to save up so that I can come see you in May. After my conversation ends, my thoughts carry on. I think about how you love the beach, how you hate roses, and how beautiful you are. I thought about how lovely itll be when the time comes and we’re standing by the shorelines and a crescendo of waves crashing, with the muffled sound of people talking and moving around us. Your hand is in mine and for as long as we’re together the world seems less bleak then what it normally was.

Oh and my co-worker also asked what are you going to do if you two hit things off in May? I dont think he got it, but I replied with ” I’ll guess I’ll be crossing some toll bridges to get there”

i think

Wed, 30 Mar 2011 03:35:56 -0400

i daydream way too much.